Suicide.




I'm killing myself and everything for which I stand.

Hokay, ya know those "plz" accounts with the cute icons that people use like emoticons? Like these:

You do? Good (:

So, I spent a few hours yesterday making dA accounts for icons that when put together make a huge green smiley face, but... they banned my IP address from making any more accounts... ... ):

Anyone know how long the bans last?

Anyway, I got about half-way finished and it was like "NO!" And I was like "WTF??" And it was like "severe abuse" and I was like "DAMMIT!!! :facedesk:"

Sooooo... I don't know how I'm going to finish it...

Ooh! Wait a minute! *Runs off* (Taking not of the time: 11:30 exactly.) (Taking not of time: 11:42.) *Trudges back...* Dammit... That won't work... )):



If you would like to help, comment or note me and I'll give you a name and a password to create (: You don't have to use a real email address 'cause I don't care about verifying them... I think I stopped caring around the... twelfth one... /:

Any and all help will be greatly appreciated ^___^ 'Cause then everyone will have a nice big green smiley face to put places on dA (:


Muchos, muchos gracias ^__^


Love and rockets,

So, ya know how people refer to your genitals

as "where the sun don't shine"?

The sun doesn't shine on dark places.

When you moon someone, you flash them your ass,

so your privates are the dark side of the moon.





Note: There's not an emoticon for being sick,
so I picked depression because it's cute ^^

I've been tagged for a quiz, so if you want to know a little more about me, take a peek!


Quizzieschmizzie:

[* dammit...] I am shorter than 5'4.
[*] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[*] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[*] I wish my hair was a different color.
[*] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[*] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[*] I have/I've had braces.
[*] I wear glasses.
[That's a tough decision... I really don't know.] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[*] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[*] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[*] I've got one Scar.


Family/Home Life
[*] I've sworn at my parents.
[*] I've run away from home. (or tried)
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[*] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[Eh, kinda, but not really. *] Have a spoilt sibling


School/Work
[*] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[*] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[*] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[*] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] Do Home Schooling.


Embarrassment
[I use it sarcasticly and I sign it in my sign language class, but that's it.] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[*] I've peed from laughing. (Now that's embarassing)
[*] I've snorted while laughing.
[*] I've laughed so hard, I cried.
[*] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public
[*] I've fallen down on my face


Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[*] I've had chicken pox.


Traveling
[*] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[*] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been out of my home country.
[ ] I've Been in Thailand
[ ] I've been in Phillipines


Experiences
[*] I've gotten lost in my city.
[*] I've seen a shooting star.
[*] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[*] I've gone out in public in my pajamas
[*] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[*] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[*] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been bungee-jumping/skydiving. (I would do it again too!)
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[*] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[*] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[*] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[*] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[*] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[*] I've played a prank on someone.
[*] I've ridden in a taxi.
[***] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[*] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.


Relationships
[ ] I'm single.
[* ^^] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[Kind of, yes. *] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[*] I miss someone right now.
[*] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[*] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[*] Kissed a guy


Sexuality
[*] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[*] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[*] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[*] I've hugged a stranger.
[*] I have kissed a stranger


Honesty/Crime
[*] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[*] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[*] I've snuck out of my house.
[I don't think so...] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[*] I am keeping a secret from the world
[*] I've cheated while playing a game.
[*] I've cheated on a test
[*] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[*] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.


Drugs/Alcohol
[*] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[*] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[I was, but I didn't have anorexia nervosa, mind you.] I'm anorexic or bulimic. (Somedays, I really feel like an anorexic patient.)
[*] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[*] I've been awake for longer then 24 hours before.
[*] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[*] I've woken up crying.


Death and Suicide
[*] I'm afraid of dying.
[*] I hate funerals.
[*] I've seen someone dying.
[*] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[*] I've planned my own suicide.
[*] I've attempted suicide.
[... You can do that??] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I've attempted to cut myself.
[*] I've cut myself deep.


Materialism
[No, I don't think so...] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[*] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[*] I own something from Hot Topic.
[What is that?] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books
[*] I own something from The Gap.
[*] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I love Gamers magazines
[ ] buy the newspaper everyday


Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[***] I don't kill bugs.
[*] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[*] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[Sometimes. *] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[*] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[*] I love being neat
[If cooked right, yes. *] I love Spam
[*] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[Fairly. *] I bake well
[I refuse to answer this question on the grounds that it is stupid.] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, or blue.
[*] I've worn pajamas to school.
[I don't dislike her. She is just there.] I like Martha Stewart.
[*] I know how to shoot a gun.
[*?] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[*] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[*] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[*] I am really ticklish.
[*] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails. (To the quik)
[ ] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[I do have a small idea, but I don't know what I'm going to do to keep it that way once it gets there.] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.


And I'm tagging everyone I know.... or as many people as I can remember!

I tag you. And you, and you with the hair, and you over there in the corner, and you, and you in front of the computer. Yes, you. Do it.

I've compiled my own list of 100 themes with which to challenge myself and you (: Come one, do it with me (:

When you finish a theme, send me a note titled "100 Theme Challenge #<the theme number here>" and leave a link to your peice, so I can put in my journal (:


Rules: Or rather Guidlines:

You can do them in whatever order.

You may use whatever style of art you wish (: This means you could write a poem for number 6 and take a photograph for number 83 (: It doesn't matter to me (:

DO NO STEAL. Make your own.


Hokay, here's the list:

1. Appear
2. Listen to me
3. Anesthetic
4. Bus stop
5. Love at first sight
6. Pixy Stix
7. War Paint
8. Hamburger
9. Red and dust
10. Sewing needles
11. Privacy, please
12. Flash
13. Paisley
14. Whine
15. Wine
16. Y-5832
17. Chromosome
18. Rest in peices
19. Idiot box
20. Ladies
21. This is how it all began
22. Face-melting power
23. Pockets and pockets
24. Where did the sun go?
25. Nothing
26. Cake
27. Garbage bag and a handgun
28. Memory card
29. Grumble
30. Toilet Paper
31. "Free Kittens"
32. Deletion
33. The hour of night
34. The milk man
35. A collection
36. Return
37. A wee, little smile
38. Good and round
39. Paint chip
40. Hunter
41. Guarding the way home
42. Pry
43. Intense
44. Deck of cards
45. Requiem
46. 7lbs 2oz
47. Insane
48. Capitol
49. Plug
50. Keys
51. Line
52. High
53. Blue secretion
54. Epitaph
55. Lemons
56. In reverence of the lost
57. Stand
58. The birds and the bees
59. World War III
60. Splatter
61. Sweat
62. Obedience
63. Climbing
64. Scissors
65. See the beauty of the damned?
66. Faded
67. Crispy
68. Speaker
69. Peanut butter and KY jelly
70. Finale
71. Stranger
72. "You make me smile"
73. Branded
74. The life I was living
75. Chess
76. Swimmimg pool
77. Lavender
78. Three miles
79. Included
80. Truck
81. Fire fight
82. Lement
83. Hammered and nailed
84. Innuendo
85. Whispers of dark
86. Board
87. Light
88. Suicidal blonde
89. Bug
90. Tube
91. <Blank>
92. Welcome
93. Drive with abandon
94. Inside
95. You're alive
96. Spilling forth from within
97. Lick
98. First
99. Rule
100. Walk away


If, for whatever reason, you feel you cannot complete a theme, here is a list of ten substitutional themes:

X. In the end
X. Hole
X. Whole
X. Measurement
X. Lighter
X. Bubble(s)
X. Present
X. Bottle
X. "Found"
X. Exclamation



Have fun, and good luck! ^^